Quotes

The past month of has been such a rollercoaster! But I have found three quotes that have really helped me get through it all. I have them hanging in my room so when I'm ready to give up I can look over and read them. The first one is from a song that I love (its called 'Be okay' by Oh Honey)

I moved back to Rocklin on April 1. It was ALOT harder then I thought it was going to be to say goodbye to my Sam. But I had to just remind myself that everything would BE OKAY.Everything fell right into place once I got home! I got my position as a hair stylist back at Supercuts. I got a babysitting job to do for when I'm not doing hair. And then in-between all of that; wedding planning. Being back home in Rocklin is sooooo great. I love having this time with Mom. Her and I have been able to get so much wedding planning done and it has been going really smoothly. She is seriously thee best!

 The next quote is what I have to read for when I have those break downs. Weather its me being overwhelmed with wedding details or missing Sam.

Even though the wedding planning has been going well, there are still those moments where Mom and I have disagreements. And then I get frustrated and go to my room and just cry about it. And then there are those times where I remember that it is a Friday night and I don't get to have a date night with Sam. So of course, I go to my room and cry about it. But its okay. (Dad is really good about having a sixth sense of knowing when one of his girls is having a hard time with something and comforting me.) I just have to make sure that I cry... but not let those tears effect the rest of my day. And let's be honest... I'm probably way over due of tears shed this month. But here's the thing, every time I do...it feels so good after. It like after a rainstorm how everything feels so refreshed. 

 The third quote I came across on Instagram that a mom of a sweet daughter serving a mission posted. I was really thankful for her posting it because it really is so true.

Sam and I made the choice to both move home for the summer to be able to save money on rent, groceries, etc. Which we really have been able to do, its great! Except for the fact that we aren't in the same city. I look forward to the end of every day when I go to bed and get to cross off another day on my calendar that has come and gone.

 With all of these changes going on in my life at this time, I am still so thankful for all the blessings I have. The Lord is always there looking out for us and watching over us. He answers my prayers and I know that He is there for me to lean on for guidance and comfort. I also want to share with you a scripture that I read last night during my scripture study.

I know that when all of this is over I am going to look back and think about what a great time in my life it was/is. Making the choice to marry Sam in the Sacramento Temple is one of the best Ive ever made and I look forward to it so much!